{"id":1002,"date":"2006-10-05T07:38:10","date_gmt":"2006-10-05T14:38:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kattywilly.com\/blog\/?p=1002"},"modified":"2006-10-05T07:38:10","modified_gmt":"2006-10-05T14:38:10","slug":"the-dreaming","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.kattywilly.com\/blog\/?p=1002","title":{"rendered":"The Dreaming"},"content":{"rendered":"

Todd is dreaming<\/a>, <\/a>as am I. I have two types of Cindy dreams. The first are dreams where
\neverything is “normal”. That is a dream that is set in an everyday
\nsetting, say, in the kitchen washing dishes, or sitting on the couch watching TV, or at a
\nschool event of some sort. And at some point I realize that Cindy is
\nthere and nothing seems odd about the situation, until somewhere way up
\nthere the conscious mind starts to realize what’s going on deep down
\nthere in subconscious land and sends little hints to remind everyone
\nthat Cindy has been gone for quite a while now and this can’t really be
\nhappening. At that point I get all excited and start telling her about
\nall the things that have been happening without her for the past 4+
\nyears. And at that point I always wake up.<\/p>\n

The second type of dream is one in which I am trying to understand why
\nCindy has left me. In these dreams again it appears that she is
\nalive. But in this case she is alive but has left us and I haven’t
\nseen, heard, or talked to her for these many years. I am usually
\ntalking to one of her friends and trying to find out why she has left
\nand why she won’t talk to me. On a few occasions I will actually see
\nCindy and try to talk to her, ask her why she has left, and why she
\nwon’t let me see her. She rarely ever responds in these dreams. The
\nfew occasions when she does she is very cryptic or evasive and my
\nfrustration level increases to a point that it sometimes wakes me up.
\nThis type of dream leaves me in a very uncomfortable state upon
\nwaking. All the emotions that I am experiencing are still there when I
\nwake up and it take a good portion of the day for all the emotional
\nbrain chemical accumulation to equalize and things get back to
\n“normal”.<\/p>\n

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