{"id":944,"date":"2005-12-21T21:50:35","date_gmt":"2005-12-22T04:50:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kattywilly.com\/blog\/?p=944"},"modified":"2005-12-21T21:50:35","modified_gmt":"2005-12-22T04:50:35","slug":"falling-and-getting-up-with-a-helping-hand","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.kattywilly.com\/blog\/?p=944","title":{"rendered":"falling and getting up with a helping hand"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m watching City of Angels, again.  I don&#8217;t understand why but I am<br \/>\ndrawn to this movie.  I like the Meg Ryan character and wish I had the<br \/>\nmagic she sees in Seth Plate, Nicolas Cage&#8217;s character.  It&#8217;s such an<br \/>\ninteresting love story a doctor and an angel.  An angel who is so<br \/>\ninept at the ways of love, but is completely comfortable with<br \/>\nchildren.  The man with the child in his eyes.  Or, maybe it&#8217;s just<br \/>\nthe music.<\/p>\n<p>I remember watching it for the first time with Cindy.  It was one of<br \/>\nthose movies that we both seemed to get totally involved in.  We stop<br \/>\ntalking and absorb the images, dialog, and story.  An Affair to<br \/>\nRemember, and Sleepless in Seattle were other examples of that type of<br \/>\nmovie.  We would be sitting on the couch channel surfing and would<br \/>\nsomehow become instantly involved in those movies.  And at the end we<br \/>\nwould pass the tissues.<\/p>\n<p>Tonight I&#8217;m watching as Nathan Messenger an angel who has fallen to<br \/>\nearth to become human is describing the process to Seth.  During a<br \/>\ncommercial break I check my aggregator and notice that <a href=\"http:\/\/halleyscomment.blogspot.com\/2005\/12\/oh-maryam-youre-wonderful.html\">Halley<br \/>\npoints<\/a> to <a href=\"http:\/\/spaces.msn.com\/members\/maryamie\/Blog\/cns%211pJf1AP0KsxqptNL0A6dlsgA%21741.entry\">Maryam<br \/>\ntalking<\/a> about falling.  Seth falls &#8230; and wakes in pain, and with<br \/>\nan overwhelming flood of emotions and feelings.  Maybe it&#8217;s just the<br \/>\nmusic.<\/p>\n<p>As Cindy and I watched City of Angels that first time I distinctly<br \/>\nremember the point near the end when I realized what was going to<br \/>\nhappen, how the movie was going to end.  How Seth was going to lose<br \/>\nMaggie.  I cursed the maker of the movie, as Maggie is riding<br \/>\neuphoric, through the woods on her bicycle, I cursed.  How could they<br \/>\nlet her fall.  How could they let her die.<\/p>\n<p>How could they let me fall.  How could they let her die!<\/p>\n<p>Seth gets up, again.  Even though he has lost the only thing he has<br \/>\nloved, he will go on and live.<\/p>\n<p>We fall.  We get back up, and as with Maryam we sometimes have a<br \/>\nhelping hand.  Someone who reaches out and gives us the help that we<br \/>\nneed to get back up and live again.<\/p>\n<p>Seth has such a short time with Maggie.  She tells him they have their<br \/>\nwhole lives together.  <a href=\"http:\/\/radio.weblogs.com\/0100146\/2003\/10\/03.html\">&#8220;I would<br \/>\nrather have had, one breath of her hair, one kiss of her mouth, one<br \/>\ntouch of her hand, than an eternity without it. One.&#8221;<\/a>  But somehow<br \/>\nhe is able to get up again and revel in the beauty of the world.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;When they ask what I liked the best, I&#8217;ll tell them it was you.&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m watching City of Angels, again. I don&#8217;t understand why but I am drawn to this movie. I like the Meg Ryan character and wish I had the magic she sees in Seth Plate, Nicolas Cage&#8217;s character. 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