I have been having a re-occurring dream recently. It is the one where for a reason that isn’t apparent to me in the dream Cindy has left me and doesn’t want to have anything to do with me. To the point of not even speaking to me. It is hard to describe the emotions of loss and abandonment that I feel when I wake from these dreams. There is the strange feeling of wonder at having seen Cindy and at the same time the despair and heartbreak of not being able to even talk to her.
Luckily it’s like the lyrics from the All Time Low song “Stay Awake”
“Dedication takes a lifetime
But dreams only last for a night”
It’s time for some new dreams.