you cannot possibly imagine it

These quotes are from the movie Lemony Snicket’s A Series of
Unfortunate Events.  I stole them from a posting over on
Widownet.  When I watched the movie the other day I was struck by
the first quote.  It is about as true a description as I can some
up with to describe what it is like to be a widower.

“If you have ever lost someone important to you, then you already know
how it feels, and if you haven’t, you cannot possibly imagine it.”

“. . . it is a sad truth in life that when someone has lost a loved one,
friends sometimes avoid the person, just when the presence of friends is
most needed.”

“It is a curious thing, the death of a loved one. It’s like walking up
the stairs to your bedroom in the dark and thinking that there’s one
more stair than there is. Your foot falls down through the air, and
there’s a sickly moment of dark surprise.”

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Morning Birds

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A Quiet Saturday Morning

I’m sitting out on the front patio early this bright Saturday morning.

Front Patio

Chesley
was off earlier to take part in some sort of Coastal Clean up project.
She was accepted into the National Junior Honor Society and now has to
accumulate a certain number of volunteer hours. The early morning light
is so beautiful, and it is such a quiet and peaceful time before the
rest of the worlds awakes and starts stirring. All I can hear is the
hissing of the lawn sprinklers from the neighbor’s house. The small
planes haven’t started taking off from the executive airpark down the
road so it feel like I’m alone with the world.

As
I sit reading I start to notice a few mourning doves mourning around.
I’m not sure what it is but they make me sad. Maybe it’s just the name,
or the sound they make, or perhaps that they seem so stupid. As I
continue my morning reading I notice one of the young squirrels we
started seeing after the hurricanes last year. I think that they were
toddlers when the Hurricanes hit and their nest was knocked out of a
tree. They were so small back then that we could barely see them
hopping in the tall grass out in front. Now they have grown and it is
getting harder to tell them apart from the other adult squirrels accept
by the way they come down from the tops of the trees to sit on the
lowest branch and chatter at us as we sit on the patio. As I watch him
I ask what he’s so excited about. It is then that I notice the other
young one, and up above him in the oak tree is another squirrel, and
look over on the roof next door there are two more. Wow, and as I look
higher up in the other tree there are two more chasing each other in
the topmost branches of that tree. That seems like a bunch of squirrels.

Oh
look, here comes a little chick a dee to feed at the bird feeder. And
as I’m watching her I seem a Blue Jay fly up and perch on a branch.
Here comes another jay, and now I can hear a couple more in the tree
out towards the street. The noisy Blue Jays seem to have attracted a
couple of mocking birds to add to the growing cacophony of sounds. I
don’t see them but I can hear the Crows just off in the distance.
Probably over in the trees in the neighbor’s back yard behind me. I’m
somewhat startled by the number of animals that seem to be arriving.

I’m
still keeping an eye on that first squirrel as he is just above my head
and there is this disquieting feeling that he may jump down at me. What
was that noise? It sounded like something big flying over head. It was
a blue heron or white egret grunting as it flew over head. I’m a little
surprised I haven’t seen the cardinal yet. He has been at Chelsey’s
window recently trying to peck his way in, or attacking his reflection
in the window. Hm, I’m beginning to become a little concerned about all
the wildlife collecting in the yard here. Is this some sort of
rebellion, or are they all just happy to see me?

Holy crap! This REALLY BIG Black crow just stopped in to visit the bird
bath. Not really much of a bath to this bird, more like a small puddle
to this guy.  I wish I had the camera ready, but he’s gone before I can reach for it.

It
is suddenly very noisy and the collection of wildlife seems to keep
getting larger and larger. I’ve seen or heard just about every kind of
critter I’m used to seeing no. Just when I think everyone is here I
begin to hear the Peacocks screaming in the distance. Oh, and there
goes a red billed ibis of some sort. I’m sitting very still, not real
sure what is going on right now. I’m beginning to think that the
squirrels are playing some sort of game.

The
other day I noticed that the squirrels were sitting on the bird feeder
helping themselves to the bird feed. That may not sound surprising, but
a long time ago my brother gave Cindy this Wild Bill’s electronic bird
feeder that keeps the squirrels from getting to the bird feed. It runs
off a little 9 volt transistor radio battery and the principle is when
the squirrels try to climb down onto the feeder they touch the metal
hanger that the feeder hangs from the tree on. The top of the feeder is
also metal and when they touch that part of the feeder it completes an
electrical circuit and the squirrel is very unhappy. It is a mild but
startling shock. It only takes one or two shocks and the squirrels give
up ever trying that again. After all the squirrels in the neighborhood
became aware they just stopped trying and I guess I got pretty lax in
keeping a fresh battery in it. So I our young squirrels hadn’t ever
experienced that shock and found that the bird feeder was a great place
for food. Well I ran out and got a new battery and I haven’t seen the
squirrels out there since.

So I’m thinking that maybe these
young squirrels are mad at me for doing that and have decided to get me
back  Somehow they put the word out and all the wildlife in the
area are here to set me straight.  I wait to see when this
coordinated attack will begin but nothing happens.  Slowly my
managerie of animals starts to move on to somewhere else and slowly the
rest of the world starts waking up around me.  I can hear someone
with a leaf blower off in the distance.  A small plane flies
overhead.  Someone out walking their dog passes by on the
sidewalk.  Cars start driving by, a pickup trailing a boat rumbles
up the street.  Time to go inside and get ready for the day. 
Plenty of yardwork needing to be done. 

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The new radio

The Internet Streaming Receiver is real and it’s here. Add to that the new Yahoo! Music service
that let’s you stream all the music you want from a selection one
million songs for $4.99 a month.  The only piece that is left is
the ubiquitous Wi-Fi.

Once you have high speed broadband “everywhere”, I think devices like
the Torian InFusion and other portable devices that didn’t make sense
without high speed Internet access, will really take off.  The
same thing will happen for applications and services too.  Imagine
if the music services were more like the old Napster where you could
find all kinds of old music that is part of the catalog of the big
music companies that they can’t or won’t provide for copyright or
business reasons.  This is the long tail again

My dream is a time when you can take your portable Internet Streaming
Receiver and listen to anything that has ever been recorded, anywhere,
whenever you want.  The first step is devices like the Torian
InFusion.  The next step is wireless broadband everywhere, or at least everywhere where I live.

The last part may be the most difficult.  Under the current
copyright law there are many works in the back catalog of the record
companies that they “can’t” release because they are unable to find the copyright holders.  At least that is one of the arguments I’ve heard brought out by the record companies.

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School’s out for the Summer

Tomorrow is the last day of school.  Lindsey has her last final exam, and Chelsey is performing in the school talent show.

I was telling a friend who teaches that I envy that they get to experience the anticipation of the
summer vacation, and that wonderful release at the end of the school
year.  You know Alice Cooper and “Schools out for the summer!” and all that.

Last night when we were over at Berkeley Prep for the show walking through
the empty hallways with discarded items from the past school year it really
brought back memories of school days. 
The yearly anniversaries of beginning and end.  Each one both bitter and sweet.

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Entertainment Revue

Sunday evening we went to see a show. The performers were part of the local group Entertainment Revue.

That’s a picture of me.

Shadows.

We saw a celebrity.

And a potential future celebrity.

It was a wonderful show full of talented kids.

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Rewarding Awards

It is very rewarding to have the girls win awards. Especially
when they are achievement awards for the efforts the girls put in at
school. The other night it was Lindsey’s turn.

“FreshmanWinners”

“Award”

Lindsey was one of nine freshman on the Dean’s list that had straight
A’s all through the year.  Proud dad of both of his girls.

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I drink good coffee every morning

I recently bought a Senseo single serving coffee maker. I can now make
just one 4 oz. cup of coffee which is all I really want most of the
time. That way I don’t have as much time to think about what I’d like
to say 🙂

“I drink good coffee every morning
Comes from a place that’s far away
And when I’m done I feel like talking

Without you here there is less to say

I don’t want you thinking I’m unhappy

What is closer to the truth

That if I lived till I was 102

I just don’t think I’ll ever get over you”

I just don’t think I’ll ever get over you
Colin Hay

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Birthday Dave

Happy Birthday Dave.  Thanks for many years of cool software.

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Baseball Night

The national anthem sung by a 4th grader.

The first pitch is on it’s way!

Hey! They have a Frenchy’s out in left field.


Bright House Networks field is a wonderful park.

Anybody want to join me for a Grouper
sandwich and an ice cold beer?

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